Fan Nao

Hen Fan ahhh... celaka ehhh.
After chatting with Akari lagi fannnn ahhh
and learning all Akari's bad thing
Celaka Celaka betul

As i said a few weeks ago, that we are gonna suffer a Hell like week and it seem that it's getting closer and closer. When the day finally come, i'm gonna faint or you can see ThienSing's head crackin. With FYP inching closer and closer , and Solid State and Magnetism course kinda pilling up my FAN NAO.

Recently there are a bunch of my friends keep asking about " What you gonna do after Grad " and it seem that the trend is getting hot here , so i also join along by asking them back " Where are you heading to after you grad ", and it seem that many of them wanted to pursue master degree. I dunno is it a trend or because of the Economy meltdown. Arghhh it's really a tough question that make me really start thinking of my Future. So whenever i start to think about my Career Path (known as future planning) then i'll ask myself this " what's my passion , ambition and aim? " Again adding unnecessarily FAN NAO to my brain.

Holyshit, i couldn't find an answer for that. Did i mention i wanna pursue a Master degree? Yes, i did and the reason for taking master is to enjoy or play for another 2years. OMG, what kinda thinking is that. I just dun feel like working and with economy slowdown, with this situation , it kinda telling me not to work! wtf?

Yesterday night, having dinner with Shu Hwa and Reena, and we discuss about it. Reena wanted to become a Teacher (got aim d lo) while Shu Hwa wanna be a adventurous back packer traveling around the world ( i like it ). So after thinking and thinking , considering and considering, we ( me , reena and Shu Hwa ) applying for KPLI (teaching Course) apply only, not yet confirm can get wan. So that's my plan B. So from my thought of becoming an Engineer now has changed to be a Teacher. WoW!!! could you imagine that? When Shu Hwa tell LiZhi that i wanted to be a Teacher, she laugh like hell. That fucker can become a teacher ka? Man!!! i've become a laughing stock for my coursemate and even my ex-schoolmate.

Am i playing it way too safe? I such a dickhead!!
Any guidance? anyone please?

Passion Vs Money Orientated

Last week after the football match with our fellow coursemate, Dinash , Gabriel ,WeiHan , Teik Kean and me went for dinner. We discuss alot of stuff range from food stuff to liquor to education.

So when we touch about education, everyone was curious about each other's future. Everyone was asking if any of us planning to pursue master after degree. So many of us gave different views about it and the highlight of that night come out from my mouth. I said that IF i were to get a scholarship, i will pursue my master.

And then Dinash pointed out that you are so WRONG!! studying or gaining knowledge is not about money orientated or monetary beneficial or material gain. It's about PASSION and INTEREST. Yeah!! he is right but i'm not wrong too. No money how to study le? but passion is damn important because without passion , sooner or later u'll be running out of steam and slowly losing ur interest and patience.

But today another topic happen to poop up during our lunch time. Someone was telling me that he have no interest in PHYSIcS and plan to do another degree after graduated. But who know that Physics is such a theoretical stuff with lotsa mathematical problem u have to solve. At first during our first year, we really interested in that field but as i said just now, is it YOUR PASSION to be a physicist or merely because physics have nice decorated cover? but hell dun judge the book by it's cover, it gonna kill you off.

So i ask my friend, u better do some kinda survey or research about the degree u gonna take and dun make the same mistake. Because of a little topic that u are interested in does not mean u like the whole course. If u happen to study and work on that field that you doesn't have interest in, that u can quit it. You won't be happy doing this. Alot of people including me is still LOST. Is it what i/you actually like or is it because it pay well when we come out working?

But as i said PASSION doesn't mean everything to somebody. Because in this world , who care about PASSION and if doing the thing that u like and it seem to be invaluable. Is just crap, right? For example if u like to play computer games, but by becoming a gamer doesn't bring you any where richer.

So the moral of the story is, dun choose the career or education path merely because of environmental situation such as parent preferential or economic gain ( which job earn more money ). Do it for your personal gain. Trust me you'll have more satisfaction doing it

Is it what i like or the situation have force me to...?
Which path should i choose? suckz at making decision!!

Don't Rob me......

Don't rob me of my freedom of doing the stuff i like...

Don't rob me of my freedom of playing comp. Games... (sound childish for you?)

Don't rob me of my freedom and time of hanging out together with my buddy...

Don't rob me of my childhood dream and ambition...

Don't rob me of my thinking and passion...

And Don't rob me of my money , time and energy

That one of many reasons why some people choose to be single!!

Happy Valentines to all the couples, cherish the moment of togetherness. Good Luck & Have Fun

To the bachelor dun give up, there will be an Exclusive Singles Night Party that say
"Fuck you Happy Couples! Fuck you very much!"
LoL, this sentence taken from TimothyTiah's Blog

Btw,
Study hard and have a safe journey back- Agnes
Good Luck in your Job Search , hope u get the job that u like- Wentyng
both are going back to Australia in mid of February

国 境 之 南 ( The South of Border)

Yeah...although i din properly watch this movie yet (because i was in middle of winning money but i did take a peep on it) but they (part of them) watch this during Ruo Wen Steamboat gathering house. I can't post the picture we took in RW's house because i dun have the picture yet. LiZhi and WanSin pandai-pandai la. Okay back to this story ( from my friend's feedback ).
The Movie have 3languages, Hokkien , Mandarin and Japanese

Storyline on a relationships 60 years ago and present. I got to admit that i am touched (chiplak from others)

60years past, he passed away with his memories. It's Beautiful. I am captivated with the meaning of the main song of the movie titled "国 境 之 南 " (The South of Border). Every songs we listen, we have our own story or memories in it. Like if i happened to listen to GuangLiang/PinKuan, then i'll start to flash back to the late 1990s and early 2000s and it seem that all my memories at that moment was in that song (alot of things happen back then). So sometimes i feel that song really have soul, and the meaning of the song is so nice that it can suit ur mood or feeling at that moment.

Enjoy the song





如果海会说话
rú guǒ hǎi huì shuō huà
If the sea can speak

如果风爱上砂
rú guǒ fēng ài shàng shā
If the wind falls in love with the gravel sands

如果有些想念
rú guǒ yǒu xiē xiǎng niàn
If part of this longing

遗忘在漫长的长假
yí wàng zài màn cháng de cháng jià
is forgotten during the long vacation

我会聆听浪花
wǒ huì ling tīng làng huā
I will listen to the waves of the ocean

让风吹过头发
ràng fēng chuī guò tóu fa
With the wind blowing through my hair

任记忆里的爱情
rèn jì yì lǐ de ài qíng
Letting the love in my memories

在时间潮汐里喧哗
zài shí jiān cháo xì lǐ xuān huá
Roar through time and tide

非得等春天远了夏天才近了
fēi děi děng chūn tiān yuǎn le xià tiān cái jìn le
Only after spring has gone and summer draws near

我是在回首时终于懂得
wǒ shì zài huí shǒu shí zhōng yú dǒng de
That I, while recalling, finally understood

当阳光 再次
dāng yang guāng zài cì
When the sunlight, once again

回到那飘着雨的国境之南
huí dào nà piāo zhe yǔ de guó jìng zhī nán
Returns to the south of the border falling with rain

我会试着把那一年的故事
wǒ huì shì zhe bǎ nà yī nián de gù shì
I will attempt to continue on until the end

再接下去说完
zài jiē xià qu shuō wán
the story of that year

当阳光 再次
dāng yang guāng zài cì
When the sunlight, once again

离开那太晴朗的国境之南
lí kāi nà tài qíng lǎng de guó jìng zhī nán
departs from the south of the border where clear skies rein

妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
nǐ huì bù huì bǎ nǐ céng dài zǒu de ài
Will you return the love you took away

在告别前用微笑全归还
zài gào bié qián yòng wēi xiào quán guī huán
with a smile before you bid goodbye

海很蓝 星光灿烂
hǎi hěn lán xīng guāng càn làn
The sea is very blue; the stars twinkle brightly

我仍空着我的臂弯
wǒ réng kōng zhe wǒ de bì wān
And still my arms remain empty

天很宽 在我独自唱歌的夜晚
tiān hěn kuān zài wǒ dú zì chàng gē de yè wǎn
The skies are wide; in the night when I sing alone

请原谅我的爱诉说的太缓慢
qǐng yuán liàng wǒ de ài sù shuō de huǎn màn
Please forgive me for telling you of my love too slowly

当阳光 再次
dāng yang guāng zài cì
When the sunlight, once again

回到那飘着雨的国境之南
huí dào nǎ piāo zhe yǔ de jìng zhī nán
Returns to the south of the border falling with rain

我会试着把那一年的故事
wǒ kuài shì zhe bǎ nà yī nián de gù shì
I will attempt to continue on until the end

再接下去说完
zài jiē xià qu shuō wán
the story of that year

当阳光 再次
dāng yang guāng zài cì
When the sunlight, once again

离开那太晴朗的国境之南
lí kāi nà tài qíng lǎng de guó jìng zhī nán
departs from the south of the border where clear skies rein

妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
nǐ huì bù huì bà nǐ céng dài zǒu de ài
Will you return the love you took away

在告别前用微笑全归还
zài gào bié qián yòng wēi xiào quán guī huán
with a smile before you bid goodbye

(here is the lyrics and the meaning of the story)